
He is losing hope and his dreams of a happy relationship with her are dying." If I Close My Eyes" (also called " Theme from Up the Sandbox") is a song recorded by American vocalist Barbra Streisand for the 1972 American film Up the Sandbox. This is such a beautiful song and to me it is one of the best things that Ozzy ever contributed to. Then at the end where Ozzy says, "Close your eyes, close your eyes for me," he is saying, "Yes, I still love you, let's start over and try again." This is saying, "If we just start over and forget everything that happened, will it be any different?" She is apologizing to him for everything and is in regret, wishing that she could go back and love him from the start. She has finally let go of her past hurts and is now in love with him, but after the years of trying to no avail to get her to this point, the guy has lost hope and can't be with her because his feelings have changed and they will never be what they once were. She is very conflicted and is trying to let herself trust him and is still questioning whether or not he really loves her or if he is just playing a mind game with her. She seems to be two different people and when they are together, he never knows which one to expect. He is losing hope and his dreams of a happy relationship with her are dying. He is also asking himself how he can show her that he is serious and that he's not going to hurt her like the people from her past. He is telling her that he loves her, but she needs to let go of her past. What am I supposed to do with a childhood tragedy

She doesn't know if she really loves the guy or if she is just going to use him as a temporary escape. She is afraid because the abuse that she faced as a child has left her with the inability to trust anyone. Is it love that's on my mind or is it fantasy

I think it's about a girl who was probably sexually abused as a child and a guy who really wants to be with her, but can't because of her psychological trauma. (For us to make this work, you have to forgive. She is willing to give up her selfishness.) ( She regrets her web of lies which she implies has blinded her from the truth and/or kept her from seeing his struggles. This may refer back to the "childhood tragedy." Whatever the tragedy is, one or both of them seems unable or unwilling to resolve it.) ( She asks if he could ever accept/love her. You may be affectionate, but your heart is dark.") ( She tells him "You hurt me and seems to me it is on purpose. He acknowledges they both have expectations of their relationship that are not being met in the other person.)Īnd when we sleep would you shelter me in your warm and darkened grave? ( The dreams he has for them don't seem to be working in the face of reality. It isn't always what it seems when you're face to face with me. Sometimes it's hard to hold on, so hard to hold on to my dreams. What if "close my eyes forever" is a metaphor for ignoring or forgiving? Then the song makes sense as a pair of lovers hashing out their issues.) ( The chorus is the main lyric that makes many people believe the song talks about suicide.
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(It is not exactly clear who had the childhood tragedy, but because he sings the chorus immediately following this question, asking how to cope, it implies that it is her problem with which he is unfamiliar or a problem that has been in his way for his whole life. Heaven, is in the palm of my hand, and it's waiting here for you She is fearful and unable to tell what is truth and what is fiction in her own mind/heart.) (Her confession later in the song of lying to him is symptomatic here. (Firstly, I interpret this song as a truthful, inner-voice discussion between lovers or would-be lovers.) If I could have just one more wish, I'd wipe the cobwebs from my eyes I know I've been so hard on you, I know I've told you lies Would you ever trust me? No I'll never feel the same Will you ever take me? No I just can't take the pain You're like a dagger, and stick me in the heartĪnd when we sleep, would you shelter me in your warm and darkend grave? It isn't always what it seems when you're face to face with me Sometimes it's hard to hold on, so hard to hold on to my dreams If I close my eyes forever, will it all remain the same? If I close my eyes forever, will it all remain unchanged? What am I supposed to do with a childhood tragedy? Heaven is in the palm of my hand and it's waiting here for you Is it love that's on my mind or is it fantasy?

Baby, I get so scared inside and I don't really understand
